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These feelings of inadequacy refuse to leave I coax them out of their den by promises of love to replace I search through heaven and hell but I can't find  they use the phrase 'when your life depends on it' and my life depends on it my life depends on it among the depths of this I somehow come across the thought that 'you can never stop living' but the way this unease and anger consume me how dare they cling to me so they consume me and all I can think of to survive is how in the end all of us are going to die so the only thing stopping me from dying now than later is my curiosity of how this life must feel like in the end and then another saying comes to mind 'curiosity killed the cat' 'curiosity killed the cat' it is just a rough day i know but looking around it not even drizzling for me and look how others master entire typhoons I must be the typhoon my own little cyclone making the sailing rough when the sea is as still as a pond yet my sailing d...